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  • Chapter 6 – The Prophet Who Could No Longer See

    Chapter 6 – The Prophet Who Could No Longer See

    By the time the bells stopped ringing, the prophet had already stopped listening.

    Once, the sound of them meant something—a pattern in the echoes, a rhythm in the sway of the ropes, little threads he could follow into glimpses of tomorrow. People used to climb the hill just to ask him what the bells meant.

    Now they just rang because it was evening and that was what bells did.

    He sat alone on the temple steps, cloak wrapped tight against the cold, staring at the worn grooves carved by years of feet and weather. A crooked staff lay across his lap. The top of it had once held a crystal that shimmered in starlight. Now it was bare wood, splintered where the stone had cracked and fallen away.

    “Nothing,” he murmured, rubbing his thumb along the break. “Empty sky. Empty dreams. Empty head.”

    The lamps along the path below flickered on, one by one, as the acolytes moved through the courtyard. He could hear them whispering, careful-soft, the way people do when they’re afraid their words might shatter something fragile.

    He didn’t blame them. He’d shattered it himself.

    The last vision he’d spoken aloud had been wrong.

    He had stood here, on this same step, and told the gathered crowd that the river would rise and swallow three streets if they did not leave their homes. They had packed their lives into carts and baskets and crates, herded children and animals up the hill, and waited in the temple, watching the river below.

    The waters stayed where they were supposed to stay.

    For three days, the village camped in the temple halls, huddled between incense smoke and carved stone, waiting for the disaster that never came.

    When they finally went home, they did not look up at the hill.

    And the bells that had once sounded like prophecy just sounded like bronze.

    Now, when he closed his eyes to listen, the silence inside his own skull felt louder than any warning he’d ever spoken.

    “I can’t see,” he whispered, though there was no one there to hear. “Not the old way. Not any way.”

    He might have gone on sitting there until the cold crept all the way into his bones—if the light at the edge of the courtyard had behaved the way light usually does.

    Instead of brightening steadily with the lamps, one spot at the base of the hill flared, dimmed, and flared again, like someone cupping a flame and then opening their hand.

    He frowned and straightened, squinting.

    There, just beyond the last carved stone lantern, something small and fox-shaped stepped into view.

    At first he thought he was looking at one of the temple cats catching the fireglow, but this light was wrong for that. It didn’t reflect off fur; it seemed to spill from it.

    The creature’s coat was ember-brown, tipped with brighter orange where the fading daylight caught it. From the end of its tail hung a small lantern, no bigger than a teacup, casting out a warm, golden glow that made the nearby shadows lean away.

    The prophet blinked hard and then blinked again.

    The fox remained.

    “You’re late,” he told the air, because old habits die slower than faith. “Visions usually come before I give up.”

    The fox tilted its head. The little lantern on its tail swung, sending rings of soft light across the stones.

    It didn’t speak. There was no booming voice, no echo of some distant god curling around the corners of his thoughts. There was only the seeable, solid fact of a small fox with a light tied to its tail, watching him with eyes the same color as its lantern.

    “You’re real, then,” he said slowly. “Or I’ve gone properly mad.”

    The fox padded closer. Its paws made no sound on the worn stone. At the foot of the steps, it paused, looked at him, then turned away and started down the path that led away from the temple, toward the terraced fields and the ravine beyond.

    The lantern’s light tugged the darkness along behind it like a long black cloak being peeled back.

    The prophet hesitated.

    He had ignored one false vision and lived with the shame of being wrong. Now something that looked like it had walked out of a story stood in front of him, offering nothing—no words, no promises—just a path lit a few steps at a time.

    He could stay, with his broken staff and his broken certainty.

    Or he could stand up.

    His knees complained when he pushed himself to his feet. The bells finally stopped ringing behind him, leaving the world strangely bare. He took up his staff, feeling the splintered top bite his palm, and followed.

    “Fine,” he muttered as he limped down the steps. “If you’re a dream, at least you’re a new one.”


    The temple lamps grew fainter behind them. Ahead, the lantern-tail painted low walls and dry grass in gold and amber. The fox never rushed, never slowed, moving with that effortless, patient trot that wild things have when they know exactly where they’re going.

    “Do you know where you’re going?” the prophet asked after a while, half to himself. “Because I don’t.”

    The fox’s ears flicked but it gave no other answer.

    They left the main road almost immediately, cutting across a fallow field where the stubble scratched at the prophet’s boots. He stumbled once when his foot caught on an old root hidden in the dark, and his temper flared up sharp and quick.

    “This is ridiculous,” he snapped. “I’m too old to be chasing lights. I’m not some wide-eyed apprentice waiting for my first omen. I’m a—”

    The word prophet caught in his throat like a stone.

    The fox stopped. The lantern’s glow reached only to the tips of the prophet’s boots. Beyond that, the night swallowed the world whole. Crickets chirped. Somewhere far off, a dog barked twice and then thought better of it.

    Slowly, the fox turned, looking back at him.

    Its eyes were not accusing. They weren’t anything that simple. They just were, with the steady, quiet attention of something that has watched storms rise and fall and knows that temper is smaller than lightning.

    The prophet let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding.

    “I don’t know what I am,” he admitted.

    The lantern brightened. Just a little. Enough to reach his hands, to paint his broken staff in gentle gold.

    He swallowed.

    “…All right,” he said more softly. “Lead on.”

    The fox turned and trotted down into the ravine.


    The path grew steeper and less certain. Dirt turned to loose stone. Shrubs scratched at his cloak. Once or twice he heard the rattle of pebbles sliding into unseen depths.

    “Wonderful,” he muttered. “Follow a strange fox into a dark gully. Very wise. This is exactly the sort of decision people come to the temple to avoid making.”

    But he kept going.

    The lantern-light never stretched more than a few strides ahead. He could not see where the path ended, only where his next step landed. All the wild maps his mind used to draw—branching futures, weight of choices, the way one word could spool out into a dozen consequences—refused to appear.

    Step. Staff. Breath.

    The world shrank to that.

    At the base of the ravine, a thin stream whispered over stones. The fox leapt lightly across. The prophet followed more slowly, boots slipping on moss-slick rock. His foot plunged into the cold water and he hissed, half from the shock and half from the old ache in his bones.

    The fox paused on the opposite bank, looking back as if weighing whether he would turn around.

    He didn’t. Not yet.

    They climbed again on the far side, up through a tangle of roots and old, broken shrines. The statues here were different from the ones at the temple above—rougher, older, worn faceless by rain and time. People had stopped coming down this way generations ago, if they had ever come at all.

    At one crumbling altar, covered in moss and half-choked by a fallen tree, the fox halted so abruptly that the prophet nearly walked into it.

    “What?” he asked, catching himself. “What is this place?”

    The fox stepped aside. The lantern’s light fell directly on the cracked stone bowl at the altar’s center.

    Inside it lay fragments of glass and crystal—sharp, glittering shards that caught the lantern-glow and scattered it in a dozen directions. Some pieces were clear, some smoky, some faintly colored, like slices of frozen dawn.

    The prophet stared.

    “I know you,” he whispered, reaching out.

    His broken staff trembled in his hand.

    Once, long ago, when he was young and the world was full of possibilities instead of questions, this had been his altar. This ravine had been his secret place, where he had first learned to quiet his thoughts enough to notice the way the world hummed underneath ordinary sound.

    He’d shattered the crystal himself when his first terrible vision came true, convinced that no one should have to see what he’d seen. He’d thought breaking the tool would break the sight.

    He’d been wrong. The visions had come anyway. The crystal had been forgotten.

    Until his last prophecy failed.

    Until the river did not rise and the people stopped asking and the silence in his head became more frightening than any disaster he could imagine.

    “I thought I was beyond this,” he said, voice rough. “Beyond hiding in ravines and talking to strangers and asking the dark what it wants from me.”

    The fox hopped up onto the altar. Its paws did not disturb the glass fragments. The lantern at its tail swayed over the shards, and each one flashed with a different small reflection.

    Here, a sliver of the sky turning bruised-purple over a field. There, the shine of water on stone. In another piece, so small he had to lean close to see it, a slice of village street lit by lanterns… people laughing, holding cups, their faces indistinct but warm.

    He reached toward that shard, then hesitated.

    His hand shook.

    “I was wrong,” he whispered. “Once. I trusted what I saw, and it hurt people. What if I pick up the wrong piece again? What if I only ever see the pieces that scare me?”

    The fox’s gaze didn’t flinch, didn’t soften.

    It simply waited.

    The prophet swallowed. The night pressed close around them, full of its own quiet breathing. Somewhere above, the temple bells hung heavy and still, their ringing a memory now.

    He thought of all the years he had tried to drag certainty out of a sky that had never promised him any. Of the way people’s shoulders loosened when he told them, “It will be all right,” even when he hadn’t been sure. Of the terrible relief in their eyes when he warned them of something they avoided.

    He thought of the river that had not risen, and the way he had sat with that failure like a stone in his chest, as if one wrong glimpse meant he had no right to look at all.

    “Maybe,” he said slowly, “maybe they were wrong to think I could see everything. And maybe I was wrong to let them.”

    His fingers closed around the small shard with the laughing, lantern-lit street.

    It was cool against his skin. For a heartbeat, he felt something—not a voice, not a command. Just a sense of warmth, of a room somewhere that did not exist yet, where lost travelers set down their burdens and thawed their hands beside a fire that never quite went out.

    He did not know where it was. He did not know when.

    He only knew that, someday, it would matter.

    The knowledge did not slam through him like a thunderbolt. It settled in his chest like an ember, fragile but real.

    He slipped the shard into a pouch at his belt.

    “Fine,” he said to the fox. “I’ll try again. But differently this time.”

    The lantern brightened. The fox hopped lightly off the altar and started up the path out of the ravine, tail swaying, light bobbing.

    The prophet followed.


    By the time they climbed back to level ground, his legs ached and his breath came short. The village lay below them like a scattering of stars, small lanterns glowing in windows and along streets. Further off, the dark line of the river curled like a sleeping serpent.

    He had expected to feel the old pull—the urge to scan the sky, to sift the wind, to search for cracks in the pattern where disaster might creep in.

    Instead, all he felt was… tired. And, quietly beneath the tired, a thin thread of something like relief.

    The future did not rise up in his mind in blazing clarity. No sudden storms bloomed in his thoughts. No hidden wars marched across the back of his eyes.

    There was just the next step.

    And the next.

    And the little circle of fox-light on the grass.

    They walked along the ridge until the path narrowed to a cliff edge. Below, the ravine they’d climbed out of dropped away into darkness. Ahead, there was no more ground, just air and night.

    The fox stopped.

    The lantern on its tail swung lazily over the drop. The prophet could see nothing beyond that thin halo of light. The world might as well have ended there.

    “I can’t walk where there isn’t a path,” he said, the old panic curling quick in his stomach. “Show me where it goes. Just this once. Just so I know it is there.”

    The fox looked back at him.

    Then, without a sound, it stepped off the edge.

    The prophet gasped and lurched forward, hand outstretched, as if he could catch the little creature by its tail. But the fox did not fall. Its paws met something unseen. The lantern light shivered… and held.

    Where there had been only darkness a moment before, its glow now revealed a narrow ledge of stone, hugging the cliff face. A path, thin and precarious, but a path all the same.

    “Oh,” he breathed.

    The fox took another step, and another, light bobbing. Each time, just a little more of the ledge appeared, far enough ahead to place a foot, never far enough to see where it ended.

    The night swallowed everything beyond that soft, golden circle.

    The prophet stood at the edge, heart pounding.

    “This is what it’s like for them,” he realized. “For everyone who ever asked me what was coming. They don’t get to see it the way I thought I did. They only ever get this much. A few steps. A small light.”

    He looked down at his hands, at the old scars from ink and candle burns and broken glass. At the faint shimmer of the shard in his pouch.

    Maybe… the question had never been, What is the future?

    Maybe it had always been, How do we walk when we can’t see it?

    The fox paused, halfway along the invisible ledge, and sat down. It did not look impatient. It simply waited, tail curled around its feet, lantern swinging in the open air.

    The prophet laughed then, quietly and a little shakily.

    “All right,” he said. “I understand.”

    He stepped out over the edge.

    For a heartbeat, his stomach dropped. Then his boot met stone.

    Solid. Narrow. Real.

    The world beyond the light remained utterly black, a velvet nothing. If he looked too far ahead, his balance wavered. So he stopped trying. He put his attention where the light was—the next step, and the next, and the feel of the ledge under his feet.

    He could not see where the path led. He walked anyway.

    His fear didn’t vanish. It moved. It settled into his chest beside that ember of warmth, both of them glimmering quietly together.

    Halfway across, the wind shifted. A smell drifted past him—smoke and cinnamon and something sweet, like honey warming over a hearth. For a moment, carried on the breeze from nowhere at all, he heard the low murmur of voices and the soft clink of cups.

    A room, he thought. Somewhere. Somewhen. Lit by lanterns that never quite went out.

    Then the wind changed again and it was gone.

    He stepped onto solid ground.

    When he turned, the ledge was disappearing behind him, swallowed piece by piece by the dark. The fox hopped lightly back onto the grassy ridge at his side, as if it had simply been crossing a street.

    They stood together for a while, looking back at the invisible path.

    “I used to think I was meant to see everything,” he said at last. “Every danger. Every blessing. Every twist in the road. Maybe my vision breaking wasn’t punishment. Maybe it was… mercy.”

    He smiled, small and slow.

    “Maybe this is enough. A light for the next few steps. A reminder that there is still a way forward, even when I can’t see the whole of it.”

    The fox bumped its head softly against his leg. The lantern brushed his cloak, leaving a faint warmth behind like a hand pressed to his side.

    “Thank you,” he said.

    He did not ask where it had come from. He did not ask where it was going next. For the first time in a long time, he did not ask what would happen tomorrow.

    He knew what he would do when he walked back down the hill.

    He would stand on the temple steps—not as a man who claimed to know every turn of fate, but as someone who had walked a narrow path with only a small light. He would tell the people the truth:

    That no one could see everything.

    That fear did not vanish just because you named it.

    That sometimes, the bravest thing you could do was take the next step without knowing where the path ended.

    And that somewhere, in some not-yet-built place between roads and rivers and worlds, there was a door that would one day open onto warmth and music and rest.

    He did not know how he knew that.

    He only knew that when he slipped his fingers into the pouch at his belt, the little shard of glass there pulsed once against his skin, like a heartbeat.

    When he looked down again, the fox was already moving.

    Back along the ridge.

    Back past the silent bells.

    Back toward whatever corner of the world held the next person lost enough to follow a small, golden light into the dark.

    The prophet watched until the glow of its lantern melted into the other lights of the night, indistinguishable from stars and windows and dreams.

    Then he turned toward the temple and began to walk, step by careful step, trusting the path beneath his feet—even when he could see only a little way ahead.

  • Chapter 4 – The Scholar Who Forgot the Question

    Chapter 4 – The Scholar Who Forgot the Question

    Serin did not notice the sun had gone down again.

    The light in the tower study was always the same now: tired candles guttering in iron brackets, the faint amber glow of charmed globes long past their prime, the grey smear of evening through the narrow window slit. Day and night had blurred into one long, ink-stained hour.

    Pages covered the desk. Pages covered the chair beside the desk. Pages had colonized the floor, spilling in drifts around the legs of shelves that were themselves sagging under the weight of more pages.

    Serin stared at the latest sheet, the ink still damp.

    The Convergence of Liminal Topographies: A Taxonomy.

    It said nothing else. No text, no argument, no spark. Just another impressive-sounding title, written in neat, controlled hand.

    Serin set the quill down and realized, with a sudden hollow swing in their chest, that they did not know what they had meant to write under it.

    The word “Convergence” had once meant something exciting. It had tasted like thunder on their tongue, like the edge of a discovered map. Now it was just one more stone in a long wall of words they no longer believed.

    They dragged both hands over their face. Their fingers smelled of old ink and tallow.

    “What was the question?” Serin whispered to the empty room.

    The tower answered with creaks and the muffled sigh of the wind between stones.

    Somewhere above, a book shifted on a shelf with a soft scrape. Dust sifted down in lazy spirals.

    Serin ignored it. They forced their gaze back to the page and tried to drag up the thread of thought.

    Thin places. Crossroads that didn’t fit on maps. Doors that only opened once.

    They’d chased those ideas for years. Collected stories of vanishing roads and wayhouses that appeared only in storms. Interviewed travelers who swore they had drunk with strangers from other eras. Wound those accounts into theories fine enough to impress committees.

    In all that time, with all those treatises and lectures and citations, the feeling underneath—the aching, childlike certainty that there had to be a place where lost people could go and rest—had been buried under footnotes.

    “What did I want to know?” Serin asked the air, and this time their voice cracked.

    A candle near the window guttered, flared—then went out completely.

    The brief darkness that followed was deeper than it had any right to be.

    Serin blinked, waiting for their eyes to adjust. The other candles still burned, but their light felt narrow and thin, as if something just beyond the circle of illumination had thickened.

    Another sound from higher up in the room. A slow, grinding shift, as if a shelf that had not moved in years was suddenly reminded that gravity existed.

    Serin frowned and half-rose from the chair.

    “Not now,” they muttered, to the shelf or the tower or themselves, they weren’t sure. Fatigue hung from their limbs like chains. “Tomorrow. I’ll… I’ll fix it tomorrow.”

    Something fell.

    It was not the soft flutter of a single volume slipping from its place. It was the heavy, meaty thump of a book that had no business coming down from that height unless pushed by a determined hand.

    It landed near Serin’s boots, rebounded once, and lay splayed open on the floor.

    Serin stared at it for a few seconds, brain sluggish. Then they sighed.

    “All right,” they said, and pushed themselves to their feet.

    Their knees complained. Their spine popped. They shuffled around the desk, avoiding teetering stacks of paper with the unconscious grace of long practice.

    The book that had fallen was an ugly thing: a bound miscellany of old lectures and committee notes, thick with marginalia. Its spine was cracked, its corners chewed. It lay open on a page that held nothing but an ink blot and the faint, ghostly impression of erased writing.

    Beyond it, in the shadow beneath the nearest shelf, something watched Serin.

    At first they thought it was just the way the candlelight hit the darkness—two glints like coins or drops of dew. Then the glints blinked.

    Serin went very still.

    From the deeper dark, a shape stepped forward: small, low to the ground, the size of a fox. Its fur was the color of autumn leaves and cinders, except that no fur should catch the light like that. It shimmered faintly, as if lit from within by a hidden lantern.

    Long ears pricked forward. A fine-boned muzzle, whiskers catching light in silver filaments. A tail, full and sleek, the tip glowing brighter than the rest, like a coal banked in ash.

    Serin’s breath hitched. Their mind went scrambling uselessly through catalogues of known spirits and illusions.

    The creature tilted its head. In the reflected candlelight of its eyes, Serin saw their desk: papers, abandoned quill, cold tea, and—jutting out from a precarious stack—a battered little notebook with a cracked leather cover.

    The fox’s gaze lingered on the notebook.

    It did not speak. It did not make a sound at all. Its tail tip brightened, just enough to draw Serin’s eye, then dimmed.

    Serin swallowed.

    “You shouldn’t be here,” they said, more to see what the creature would do than from any belief that it would listen. “This tower is warded. The library—”

    The fox stepped daintily over the fallen book, ignoring it completely. Its paws disturbed no dust. It walked right past Serin, crossing the floor with the casual, unhurried confidence of something that had been here before and would, with or without permission, be here again.

    It leapt lightly onto the chair beside the desk, then onto the desk itself, where it threaded its way between stacks of pages without so much as stirring a crumb.

    Serin’s heart pattered against their ribs. They followed on stiff legs.

    “Careful,” they blurted, as the creature passed near a tower of notes balanced on the edge of the inkstand. “Those are— I mean, I spent—”

    The fox ignored the warning. Of course it did. It had never asked to be included in Serin’s priorities.

    It reached the battered notebook and paused. For a moment, its outline blurred; the inner light pulsed gently, like someone cupping a lamp and then slowly revealing it again.

    Serin stood on the other side of the desk, pulse thudding, hands pressed flat to the wood as if to steady them.

    The fox lowered its head and nudged the notebook. Not enough to send it flying—just enough to shift it by a finger-width, to make it undeniably the center of the scene.

    Then it looked up at Serin.

    Those eyes were not human. They were too clear, too old. But in them Serin saw a reflection that hurt: a younger version of themselves, ink-smudged and bright-eyed, clutching that very notebook like a treasure.

    Serin let out a shaky breath and reached.

    The leather was dry and cracked under their fingers. The little tie strap broke as soon as they pulled, but the book opened willingly.

    The first page held a title written in an untidy hand that had never imagined a committee’s red ink:

    Questions No One Has Answered Yet.

    Serin’s throat tightened.

    The pages beyond were full of scrawls and sketches. No elegant structure, no polished thesis. Just bursts:

    • Why do the same stories appear in different lands?
    • Where do lost roads go when they vanish?
    • Is there a place where people who don’t fit anywhere else can rest?
    • A drawing of a tavern at a crossroads, lanterns hanging from its eaves, tiny foxes playing in the yard. Above the door, something like a signboard, left unfinished, as if the younger Serin hadn’t decided what to call it yet.

    The memory hit like sunlight through a long-shuttered window.

    They had been young when they wrote these. An apprentice in a drafty dormitory, half-frozen fingers gripping a cheap quill, staying up by contraband candlelight to record every question that wouldn’t leave them alone. The world had felt wide and strange, full of holes where impossible light leaked through.

    They had not been interested in tenure or reputation then. Only in finding that place—the one from the stories. The welcoming room between storms.

    Now they were here, in a tower filled with proofs and procedures, and they could not even remember why the word “Convergence” had once made their heart race.

    Serin’s eyes stung. They blinked hard, breath coming short.

    “You…” They looked up at the fox. “Did you bring this? Did you—”

    The fox had not moved. It sat with its front paws neatly together, tail wrapped around them, ears forward. The light inside it burned soft and steady.

    It blinked once, slowly. Then it turned its head toward the shelves.

    When Serin did not move, the fox hopped down, its paws silent on the desk, and—without knocking over a single page—leapt to the floor. It trotted toward the nearest aisle between towering bookcases, its glowing tail trailing a faint afterimage.

    At the threshold of the aisle, it looked back over its shoulder.

    Serin felt the invitation as clearly as if it had spoken.

    Their gaze flicked back to the notebook. They hesitated only a moment before tucking it into the inside pocket of their robe, close to their chest.

    Then, heart pounding in a way that had nothing to do with deadlines or appointments, they followed.

    The aisle between the shelves was not especially long. It had never been especially long.

    Now it stretched.

    The further Serin walked, the more the world narrowed to the smell of parchment and ink, to the soft gleam of fox-light ahead. The tower walls fell away; the ceiling climbed until the shelves vanished into shadow.

    They looked back once.

    The study was still there, a warm square of light and cluttered safety. But it seemed small now, like a painting on distant stone, not a place one could easily step back into.

    The fox trotted on.

    Shelves loomed higher. Some of the books here were familiar: monographs Serin had read or cited, treatises that had occupied whole seasons of their life. Others were strange, bound in materials they did not recognize, titles in scripts that pricked at the edges of their memory.

    They reached a junction where the aisle split in two.

    Without slowing, the fox veered left.

    Serin started after it—then stopped, struck by a peculiar detail on the right-hand path.

    There, row upon row, were identical books. Same color, same size, same stamped lettering on every spine. Only the titles shifted:

    The Convergence of Liminal Topographies: A Taxonomy.
    The Convergence of Liminal Topographies: A Reappraisal.
    The Convergence of Liminal Topographies: Collected Lectures.
    Supplemental Addenda to the Convergence of Liminal Topographies.

    And on, and on, and on.

    Each spine bore Serin’s name, growing larger with each new variant, while the subtitles shrank into cramped, illegible script.

    The nearest copy shuddered. Without any visible force, it slid from its place and fell at Serin’s feet, bouncing once on the floorboards that should have been stone.

    The cover snapped open.

    There was nothing inside.

    Blank pages, edge to edge. Not even a publisher’s mark.

    Serin felt sudden nausea. They backed away a step.

    The fox had paused at the corner, looking back. The light in its fur dimmed, as if they had turned down the wick of an unseen lamp. It stood there, watching, until Serin tore their gaze from the empty book and stumbled after it.

    The aisle twisted.

    They passed another run of shelves, these labeled in a script that seemed to shift whenever Serin tried to read it: Impact Metrics, Committee Minutes, Grant Justifications. The books here were heavy as bricks. Some bore chains instead of titles.

    Serin’s shoulders hunched.

    They had thought they were walking away from that burden.

    The fox’s path turned again, and suddenly the narrow corridor opened into a circular room Serin had never seen before.

    It should not have existed inside the tower. The dimensions were wrong; the proportions made their skin prickle.

    A round reading table stood in the middle, surrounded by shelves rising like the walls of a well. High above, no ceiling—just a dim haze.

    Six chairs ringed the table.

    Five of them were occupied.

    Serin froze on the threshold, breath catching in their throat.

    They were all Serin.

    Nearest on the left sat a child, legs too short to comfortably reach the floor, boots scuffed and ink on their nose. Their hair stuck up in an unruly mess; their eyes burned with a feverish brightness. The battered notebook lay open in front of them, half full of sketches of crossroads and a tavern under strange stars, its name left blank.

    Next to the child, an older apprentice version hunched over field notes, cloak still dusted with road grit, fingers tapping eagerly as if they could barely keep up with the stories spilling from their memory. A little wooden fox charm dangled from their belt.

    Beside them, a young scholar in fresh robes argued with someone invisible across the table, hands slicing the air, eyes hard with the sharp-edged certainty of the newly published.

    The fourth Serin was middle-aged, shoulders starting to stoop, ink stains ground into their cuffs, lips pressed thin. Letters of refusal and “regrets to inform” surrounded them like fallen leaves.

    The fifth was the one Serin recognized too well: present-day, hollow-eyed, a smear of candle soot on one cheek, staring at a blank page under a title that had lost its meaning.

    The sixth chair stood empty.

    The fox walked into the room, paws soundless on the floor. It hopped onto the table with an ease that paid no mind to the ghost-selves seated there.

    None of the other Serins looked up. They flickered, slightly transparent, like reflections in disturbed water.

    The fox moved slowly around the circle.

    It passed the older scholar, whose fingers trembled from too much coffee and too little sleep. The light under its fur dimmed as it went by, the air seeming to grow colder.

    When it reached the youngest Serin—the child with the notebook—it paused.

    The little Serin’s hand, holding a stub of a quill, hovered over the page. Their lips moved as they whispered words only they could hear. The notebook lay open to a drawing: a door with a lantern above it, and beside the door, the outline of a fox, hastily sketched but unmistakable.

    The fox lowered its head and touched the drawn fox with the tip of its nose.

    For a heartbeat, the ink lines glowed.

    The child Serin looked up, eyes wide. For the first time, one of the echoes saw something beyond its own memory. Their gaze met the real Serin standing in the doorway.

    Accusation. Longing. Disbelief. All of it flickered there at once.

    Serin’s chest felt too small.

    “I didn’t—” they rasped, though there was no breath to carry those words across time. “I just… I thought I had to… I had to make it respectable. Serious. No one listens if—”

    The child’s mouth moved. Their voice did not reach Serin’s ears, but the shape of the words did.

    Then why did you stop asking?

    The air shuddered.

    One by one, the other echoes blurred. The field scholar dissolved into a flurry of leaves, the ambitious lecturer into drifting pages, the middle-aged worrier into thin smoke. The present-day echo lingered longest, a hollow specter at the sixth chair, then folded inward and vanished.

    The chairs sat empty.

    Only the fox remained on the table, tail curled around its paws.

    It looked at Serin.

    For a long, ringing moment, nothing moved.

    Then the shelves around the room shifted.

    Labels seared themselves into being along their edges, changing even as Serin watched:

    Published Works became Proof I Deserve to Exist.

    Committee Decisions became Fear of Being Cast Out.

    Field Notes became Lives I Chose Not to Stay With.

    Questions became Why I Started.

    Serin swayed where they stood. The notebook in their pocket felt like it weighed as much as the tower.

    “I don’t want to be here anymore,” they whispered. “Not like this.”

    The fox stood.

    It padded to the edge of the table and leapt down, landing without a sound. As it walked toward Serin, its fur brightened, until the room seemed lit mostly by that inner glow. It brushed against Serin’s leg, the touch warm through the fabric of their robe.

    For the first time in years, Serin felt something inside them loosen. Not entirely—there were still knots, still grief—but something gave.

    The fox turned away and walked to the far side of the round room, where there had been only more shelves.

    Now there was a doorway.

    No—two.

    The first stood to the left: a stout, perfectly ordinary door of dark wood, brass handle polished by imaginary hands. Above it, neatly carved, was a plaque:

    TENURE & SECURITY.

    Behind its frosted panes Serin saw the suggestion of a tidy office: a desk, a window, the vague movement of people who would ask the same questions, year after year. Everything was softened, safe, slightly blurred, as if the world beyond were wrapped in cotton.

    The second “door” was nothing but a simple wooden frame standing alone. Beyond its threshold, there was no wall—only darkness pricked by a low, reddish light. The smell of woodsmoke drifted through, threaded with the savour of something cooking and the faint brightness of citrus and spice.

    Somewhere in that unseen space, voices rose and fell. Laughter here, a murmur there—never quite distinct, as if heard through a wall of rain or across a long, echoing hall. It felt like overhearing a life Serin had not yet lived, stories circling a place their research had tried to describe but never quite reached.

    The fox padded up to the plaque over the left-hand door.

    It stretched, set one delicate forepaw on the word SECURITY, and dragged its claws across the carved letters.

    They blackened at once. Cracked. Flaked away like burnt paper. The frosted glass behind them clouded, whatever lay beyond sinking into a dull, undifferentiated grey.

    The fox dropped back to the floor and shook its paw once, as if flicking away ash.

    Then it walked to the bare wooden frame and sat just inside the threshold, half its body swallowed by shadow, half outlined in that warm, unseen glow. Its tail-tip burned brighter, a small, steady star.

    Serin let out a breath that bordered on a laugh and a sob at once.

    “I’ve spent fifteen years chasing the safest answer to every question,” they said hoarsely. “And now you want me to walk into a door with no name.”

    The fox did not nod. It did not speak.

    It simply watched them and gave one slow, deliberate sweep of its tail against the frame, the gentle tap as clear as any answer.

    Serin slid a hand into their robe and drew out the battered little notebook.

    It felt smaller here. More honest.

    They flipped to the last blank page.

    The words came easier than they had on any title page in years:

    Proposal: To find the place where lost paths meet, and to listen.

    No methods. No committee-friendly phrasing. Just the old question, put back in its proper place.

    They tore the page out and folded it once, twice, until it fit neatly in their palm. Then they tucked it into their inner pocket alongside all the earlier, messier questions.

    The paper crinkled against their chest.

    “All right,” Serin whispered. “No plaque. No guarantees.”

    They stepped past the door marked TENURE & SECURITY without touching its handle.

    The closer they came to the empty frame, the clearer the other scents became: damp stone after rain; smoke curling from some great unseen hearth; yeast and spice; metal and leather; a faint bite of something like apple and something like pine. It smelled like stories. It smelled, absurdly, like the little drawing in the notebook had been trying to remember.

    On the very edge of the threshold, fear tightened around Serin’s ribs.

    “What if I’m nothing, out there?” they asked the space between. “What if all I am without these books is… no one at all?”

    The fox stood.

    It pressed its shoulder firmly against Serin’s leg, not pushing, only grounding. The warmth of it bled through fabric and skin. For a moment, Serin could feel its heartbeat—a quick, sure rhythm, utterly unconcerned with committees or titles.

    Then the fox stepped forward and passed through the frame.

    For a heartbeat, the light inside its fur flared, filling the doorway with a glow like lanterns seen through mist. Shadows of beams, tables, hanging shapes—bottles, charms, a signboard with some small fox-shaped emblem—sketched themselves in the brightness and vanished again before they resolved.

    Serin took a breath that tasted of smoke and unknown places, and followed.

    The tower, the shelves, the circular room, the safe door with its half-burnt plaque—they did not fall away so much as fold, like pages closing. For an instant, Serin walked between one step and the next, between inhale and exhale, balanced on the thin edge of choice.

    Their foot came down on something that was not the library floor.

    Stone, perhaps. Or worn wood. The surface was solid under their boot.

    Warmth washed over them. Voices swelled, still indistinct but closer now. Light—not the steady, sour light of study lamps, but something softer, alive with flicker and movement—pressed against their closed eyelids.

    Serin did not open their eyes yet.

    They rested a hand over the pocket where the folded page lay and, for the first time since they could remember, allowed themselves to stand in the not-knowing without flinching.

    The fox’s presence brushed against their awareness like the lift of a tail around their ankles. An invitation. A promise.

    Somewhere ahead, just beyond the reach of their senses, a room waited that countless stories had circled around but never quite named.

    “Where lost paths meet,” Serin murmured.

    The words slipped into the warm air and vanished.

    When they opened their eyes, whatever lay beyond the frame belonged to another story—and another chapter.

    Behind them, the tower of empty titles and forgotten questions was gone.

    Ahead, in the unseen place the fox had led them to, the next lost path was already on its way.